YAY! I win! + Tagged

So a friend and fellow blogger completely succeeded in drawing me out of my present pregnancy blues! I won one of the give always on her blog! Delicious, yummy chocolate covered strawberries

(which i had to fight dear husband for). You should totally follow her blog, not just because she had fun give a ways, but because she's completely awesome and has a lot of wisdom about life to share!!! So I've decided to participate in the "tagged" portion of her blog as well... because chocolate covered strawberries just put me in the mood to be fun and forget that I’m hungry, bloated and enormously pregnant!

Here are the RULES:

1.) You must post the rules
2.) Post eleven fun facts about yourself on the blog post
3.) Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and then create eleven new questions to ask the people you've tagged
4.) Tag eleven people and link them on your post
5.) Let them know you've tagged them!

About MEEE–
(I totally used a lot of Laurens questions for me as my about me, because I have preggo brain and zero inclination to be creative right now so:

1) If I could be any Disney princess it would be Jasmine 1) because she's one of few ethnic ones I could kind of get away with looking like and 2) i love everything about the fictional kingdom of Agrabah, the tajmajal-esque buildings the exotic animals and plants... if you have to be a Disney princess, might as well be one there!


2) I love celebrating my Birthday, not any one in particular just all of them, I feel so blessed that God would give me another year on this earth! I love celebrating my Birthday because I always get to be with family -they always make me yellow cake with chocolate icing… really what’s better than that!!!

3) I’ve always wanted a French Bull dog. Scott promises he’ll gift me one for Christmas one year… If we ever did get one (all white) we would Name him after Napolean Bonaparte… (get it a small french dog/small french men?)

4) My Favorite Actress is Kierra Knightly, Mostly because she makes Periods pieces.



5) If I could redo college I would get my teaching certificate. You can’t do anything with Psychology without a doctorate and I have to admit holiday, spring, winter and summer breaks sound AMAZING.

6) If I could go anywhere RIGHT now (If I wasn’t pregnant) I would go to Bora Bora, I love looking at pictures of the pristine blue water and cute bungalows! My sister would probably do something much nobler like go to Zambia and care for orphans… and then I would want to do that too because it seems so much more Christ like thing to do… but Bora Bora if I’m honest.

7) I wish I had invented something world changing like the IPHONE or IPAD, but I’ll def settle for creating some mini me people (Luca and Eliana)

8) I don’t have a favorite color per say, I look good in purple and royal blue, but I love sunny colors like orange, red and yellow!

9) I love music, I spend lots of time just listening to new music , writing new lyrics and strumming my guitar.

10) I want to be domestic. I try cooking, sewing and baking… most of the time I fail but hey it’s a work in progress.

11) I’m a friend for life type of girl, once you are in my circle you are never out. I married my first serious boyfriend, I still best friends with my high school BFF and I resist change… sometimes it’s good… sometimes bad.
That was fuuuun!

NOW
My Questions for you!


1. You’re going to a red carpet event; do you go for the classic Little Black Dress or Ball Gown?
2. Where would you rather live: House in the Mountains, Beach or life on the plains?
3. If you could’ve been born in a different time period what would it be and why?
4. If you didn’t have any obligations or if you weren’t limited by money in any way what would you be doing RIGHT now.
5. Who’s your favorite Author?
6. Do you love or Hate Lord of the rings?
7. Ballet flats or 6” heals?
8. Chinese food or Pizza?
9. When/how was your first kiss?
10. What makes you sad?
11. Do you drive the speed limit, 5 miles over or think speed limits should be speed suggestions?
Can’t wait to see what you all write! Have a great weekend!!

xoxox

Since my tagging isn't working any one who wants to participate just needs to post their answers on my blog! LOL Let me know if you play so I can read your 11 interesting facts about you!

I. am. Insecure. - not staying in the dark.

Okay, so I know outward beauty is not supposed to be important, but as the scale continues to creep up I am beginning to lose sight of that; losing sight of the beauty that there is in carrying new life. All I can think about is going on a diet, running a marathon, starting up P90x again. It is really becoming an idol in my life. I wonder if Eve had the kind of body images issues so many of us seem to have today... She probably never looked in a mirror/or at her reflection. Heck she was the current day standard, no one around to compare herself to... Yet I have a sneaking suspicion that she thought there must've been flaws, I mean once sin was introduced she ran fast to cover up right!?
So where does that leave me? How with an amazing husband (who validates me and tells me I'm beautiful at every turn), a sweet little family who is growing in size and in love can I stare at my reflection with something that is frighteningly similar to loathing!? I'm not sure. God continues to humble me and drive me to my knees... Even with something as silly as vanity. Why am I telling you all this? Well I’ve been challenged lately that the enemy can only attack what I leave in the dark…so I want to bring this darkness to light. I don't want to be held captive by a number on the scale, the size on my clothing tags or the image reflecting back at me. I don't want to be self-absorbed, self-conscience and so centered on myself. It's ugly. It's not right and it really stops me from being in the center of God's will (whatever that might be at a given moment).
Does that mean I won't work out when the time comes up... no. I just don't want to be a slave to a standard I can't reach...My prayer this week is that God would continue in His mercy to reveal these dark places… that I would be quick to bring darkness to light, that I might have a heart like His.
Pray for me folks! I'll continue to pray for all of us to be conformed not to this world but to image of Christ Jesus. We are “image bearers” after all. So we are Beautiful.

Verse for me today: Psalm 119 9-11
9 How can a young person stay on the path of purity?
By living according to your word.
10 I seek you with all my heart;
do not let me stray from your commands.
11 I have hidden your word in my heart
that I might not sin against you.

Quick Thoughts - Learning to lean on Him

Long time no post I know… I’m settling in to this whole new world of being a mom… again. Thoughts are creeping in on all sides … good and bad. Feelings of inadequacy are teeming at the surface and every once in a while I feel just a bit like an ostrich sticking its head in the dirt. Everyone can still find me but I’m desperate to hide. Don’t get me wrong I’m excited to embark on this new journey. Staying at home and being with my TWO kids; but I’m afraid I won’t be good enough, won’t teach the right things and won’t impart the right knowledge… Let’s face it I AM inadequate… My new prayer is that Abba- Daddy would be with me, be my sustenance, cover my inadequacies, and protect my children …even from me!
So it begins; in 6 weeks I start my maternity leave and a week or two after that I have my daughter Eliana (PTL I don’t have to go any later than 39 weeks, sorry if that appalls some of you, but the knowledge that they will let me induce then as a 2nd time mom keeps me sane… and it’s a cool day Leap day!!). I am seeing everything through Rose/pink colored glasses! I’m excited for frilly dresses and toe nail polish… but I’m terrified of screwing her up… I’m sure you can screw up a son just as easily… but it doesn’t feel that way… somehow it seems that even before she is born there are already expectations the world has for her. That she be thin, that she be successful, that she be coy without being trashy… How do I give her confidence and self-assurance without instilling all these worldly values!? Me who am constantly plagued by the needle on the scale or the way an outfit looks or a fly away hair? How do I teach Eliana that she is a daughter of the King - without tainting her with the world? I think I’ll stick my head back in the ground thank you… I guess it all goes back to relying on Jesus who is adequate in my inadequacies… Pray for me friends not to worry so much!!! Boy do I feel refined by fire before my little one is even here!
Well that’s it…. just a few thoughts I wanted to squeeze out.