Nothing like family to drive you to your knees!

I appreciate being a mother in an entirely different way than I ever anticipated... Being a mother drives you to your knees in a way little anything else can... From conception when you are terrified of losing your little dream and beyond. Praying that God would keep them safe, praying God would protect them from the evil in this world, and praying for them to come to know Him in a real enduring way. Yes you can pray for your own life, even your husbands (and of course I do)... but it's not with the same passion or realness... Something about Luca (and this new lil one baking) inspires a totally different kind of fervent worship and devotion to prayer...

Thank you God for my family, that you are drawing me nearer to Yourself through them, that you have a heart for little children, that I would learn to come to you as one.

Pregnancy Update-
4 weeks 1 day... feeling good so far. Praying for a sticky baby! lol Apparently pregnancy makes one more apt to blog as well! hahah

POAS = +

So I Peed on a stick and it was positive! This was our first month "TTC" trying to concieve after a loss... Scott only has to look at me and I'm pregnant. LOL I'm just praying for this one to stick all you ladies out there doing Beth Moore Daniel study with me can help pray me up a "scenario A" (God delivering me from the fire). I'm cautiously optimistic, trying to thankfully petition God for a healthy pregnancy!

We're also waiting to hear from CPS regarding us being medical foster parents... we might have two babies around here soon! WOW God is good isn't he? Well sorry for the short post. Gotta get some work done. Post more/longer etc. later! xoxoxo